whodaa thunk it?

yesterday, i watched Benjamin Button with ronelle, for the second time. oh man, how that movie makes me think. hahah, i only know one benjamin, and he'd pull on this girls blond pigtails in kindergarten. & no he wasn't like 80 years old. (X

my favv quotes from the movie:
"Sometimes we're in a collision course and we just don't know it. whether it's by accident or design, there's not a thing we can do about it." wow, that quote was life-changing. it was extremely obvious, i mean, life has a course. it's very deep. makes me think how life might be rigged.

"we're meant to lose the people we love; how else are we supposed to know how important they are?"COMPLETELY true, crap! shows how we take so many people for granted, if it's friends, family, or God.

my absolute FAV:
"we can be mad as a mad dog at the way things went; you can swear and curse at the fates - but when it comes to the end, you have to let go."
the end isn't really the end. it's the beginning of eternity. there HAS to be more than life than just to live. even jo jonas said so! ha. you always dream of what you become, which is funny actually. because what your dream starts with you who are today.

gooodnight, & happy sunday.

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Man ! I missed Ashley's Jared's Neilanie's & Cody's competition today. BLEH :/ I hope they don't think I'm a FLAKER. Poooor Cody ): I was so bored the whole entire day! But it sall good, I bought Twilight & a new bby. oh man,


"Oh, It is love, For the first time I set my eyes upon yours, Thinking, 'Oh, it is love' " -Hellogoodbye

hahahah, IN OTHER NEWS. Sugga, I think I'm in love with this Robert Pattinson boy. Gahh, I'll be stuck in a fantasy for months. I remember reading twilight countlessly & wishing Bella would die so I could be her. But then I woke up. A year later, I watched the movie and HATED it. and I lost my damn canon powershot. Then four months later, the DVD comes out and hell, I buy the damn thing. and I buy a new powershot. ahh, but this one is sexier! Life is ironic. bahah. While watching this movie with my fajjah, I realize how freaking HOT HOT HOT Robert is. Pobre, he's out of my league. It was so awkward watching them make out with my dad right next to me. HAHAH. Oh man, especially the deleted scenes. That was beyooond awkward. I think I'm going to watch it ten more times this weekend. happy saturday everyone!


definition of PYT.

Scratch

Everyone itches for more. More love to receive, more happiness to achieve, & more crap they certainly don't need. Everyone, including me. Seems like the material things in life fills that hole of depression, and I'm deeply jealous of the ones that don't have this hole, the kids who seem oh-so -happy. What makes them so happy ? They probably deserve to be. Isn't your family supposed to fill this hole? or your friends? or is it the one's who have the label of "best" friends? I've learned best friends isn't a label, it's a promise. Promise my ass! I've gone through too many broken friendships to see you cannot trust anyone. You're left with a torn heart, waiting for time to repair everything. ehh, just keep scratching until that one day, it's left a mark.