SODUH

mynamesronelle (1:50:39 AM): dude

mynamesronelle (1:50:42 AM): im want chipotle

charrylovesboba (1:51:31 AM): dude

charrylovesboba (1:51:35 AM): i want some soda

charrylovesboba (1:51:36 AM): bitch

charrylovesboba (1:51:36 AM): hahahah

mynamesronelle (1:52:51 AM): hahaha

mynamesronelle (1:52:52 AM): omg

mynamesronelle (1:52:57 AM): chocolate sounds good

charrylovesboba (1:53:07 AM): no

charrylovesboba (1:53:08 AM): stfu

charrylovesboba (1:53:11 AM): soda does

charrylovesboba (1:53:12 AM): HAHAA

mhmmmm today was nice, mcd's never tasted so good.

summer so far

hello there! so i totally forgot about that summer goals blog, i seriously dgaf anymore. or at least at this moment. shit this is boring i'll finish later

happy birthday ronelle rogan

this is for you,
So this is an extremely late card, or blog cause i'm too lazy to make a sappy card. I attempted to make a letter, but i realized you wouldn't be able to read my ugly butt writing. Well you better read this WHOLE thing, because if you don't, i will smack you in the face. HAH it's June 28th, 2009 12:15 & your birthday is on June 9. -___- that's how busy i've been. more like lazy X) i hope you spent that 12 dollars wisely anyways. ronelle rogan. i met you the end of freshman year. hell, i disliked you eighth grade year. but that's all on bad judgments and nasty rumors. So, i would have never thought that you would be in my life. Now that you are, your life officially got harder. i'm just giving you a heads up (: because, girl i'm going to guide you towards a better life. HAHA sounds so gay but its effing true and i DGAF on what other people think. well first i'm going to work on me, you, and raisa's cussing because you guys are such a BAD INFLUENCE ON ME! seriously when i'm around you i hear the f word at least once every 5 minutes. GEEZ. well i'm exaggrating, but hell who doesn't!? i wasn't really sure about you when i met you. I was like dayum what if i think she's hella annoying. and you were! HAHAH no more like hella LOUD. but hey, i'm loud too? so whooo! You maybe one of the weirdest girls i know. and i love it. i love your "ratarded" dancing, that UP calling impersonation, oh ronelle! i love how sensitive you are towards me and raisa. i can really tell you love us, it's so cute. and funny. hahah but mostly cute. you're very open to me. and i'm very open to you. yay! hah i trust you a lot. it's scary and coool i guess i opened up to you really fast. we pretty much hit it off the first time we hung out. so couple months later i'm now second on your top. how cute! hahah. I'm always here for you. and that's definitely not bullshit. when you need a shoulder to cry on, i will comfort your crying butt. when you need someone to talk to on the phone, call me niggatron! when you need toilet paper, i will give it to you. but i will never wipe it for you. ever. even if you begged. (:

i'm sorry for not calling you while i was balling that one day. "WHAT A B**** WHAT A B**** WHAT A B****!" i know, i know. but hey, now i learned my lesson. You know what's really weird? I can honestly say i love you to you. because i do. i freaking love you ronelle. i'm truely blessed to have you in my life. it's so funny how God just brought us together. whoda thunk it? because really, you mean so much to me ronelle. i will cry if anything bad happens to you. and i pray for you and your moms baby. and i promise i will take care of you when you do stupid shit, i will help you make right decisions and i'll give you the best advice and maybe some crappy ones, . and you give me some damn good advice. i got you're back, so just keep moving forward. you're a great ass person, and you deserve the best of the best. never forget it. & i think it's the start of a beautiful friendship.

so bastically:

-Char

bored outta my brains

hi blog spot! or eblogger or whatevr,
blah summer nights and i'm bored.today was really boring. but it's always a pleasure seeing raisa&ronelle. honestly i don't know who to freaking talk to right now everyones so damn boring. maybe it's just me? hahaha i'm a loser, but who isn't? whatevrss, DGAF. -___-

SUMMER

As ninth grade ends, I'm ridiculously happy. I hated freshmen year, well just Chino Hills High. The boring lunches, the boring conversations, just all around boring, boring, boring. I don't remember anything out of the ordinary, which is pitiful. I'm going to miss just a couple of kids i have to admit, like Nathan walking me to seventh period. I have to go to Ayala, Chino Hills High will be the death of me. As summer begins, it starts off ridiculously wonderful. I AM going to do these things, nothing will stop me, at no cost. bwahha! (: TGIS

1. better relationship with God !
2. get fit... ha!
3. two more piercings on my earlobes
4. beach, beach, beach
5. TAN
6. movies all day and night
7. 24 hours of no sleep
8. concert
9. yogurtland!
10. meeet new people
11. YFL FELLOWSHIPP
12. d i s n e y l a n d (:
13. closer to my brothers and sisters
14. sisterhood fellowship
15. americanahh
16. chill with the cousins
17. CHICAGO
18. a hilarious aim conversation
19. motherdaughterhangout
20. new AA jacket
21. ten ren & earthen
22. visit san marcos
chiilll with
23. AYALAkids
24. CHHS kids
25. CHS kids
26. JOBEN
27. sleep all day
28. worship
29. be extremely happy
30. no regrets

whodaa thunk it?

yesterday, i watched Benjamin Button with ronelle, for the second time. oh man, how that movie makes me think. hahah, i only know one benjamin, and he'd pull on this girls blond pigtails in kindergarten. & no he wasn't like 80 years old. (X

my favv quotes from the movie:
"Sometimes we're in a collision course and we just don't know it. whether it's by accident or design, there's not a thing we can do about it." wow, that quote was life-changing. it was extremely obvious, i mean, life has a course. it's very deep. makes me think how life might be rigged.

"we're meant to lose the people we love; how else are we supposed to know how important they are?"COMPLETELY true, crap! shows how we take so many people for granted, if it's friends, family, or God.

my absolute FAV:
"we can be mad as a mad dog at the way things went; you can swear and curse at the fates - but when it comes to the end, you have to let go."
the end isn't really the end. it's the beginning of eternity. there HAS to be more than life than just to live. even jo jonas said so! ha. you always dream of what you become, which is funny actually. because what your dream starts with you who are today.

gooodnight, & happy sunday.

(:

Man ! I missed Ashley's Jared's Neilanie's & Cody's competition today. BLEH :/ I hope they don't think I'm a FLAKER. Poooor Cody ): I was so bored the whole entire day! But it sall good, I bought Twilight & a new bby. oh man,


"Oh, It is love, For the first time I set my eyes upon yours, Thinking, 'Oh, it is love' " -Hellogoodbye

hahahah, IN OTHER NEWS. Sugga, I think I'm in love with this Robert Pattinson boy. Gahh, I'll be stuck in a fantasy for months. I remember reading twilight countlessly & wishing Bella would die so I could be her. But then I woke up. A year later, I watched the movie and HATED it. and I lost my damn canon powershot. Then four months later, the DVD comes out and hell, I buy the damn thing. and I buy a new powershot. ahh, but this one is sexier! Life is ironic. bahah. While watching this movie with my fajjah, I realize how freaking HOT HOT HOT Robert is. Pobre, he's out of my league. It was so awkward watching them make out with my dad right next to me. HAHAH. Oh man, especially the deleted scenes. That was beyooond awkward. I think I'm going to watch it ten more times this weekend. happy saturday everyone!


definition of PYT.

Scratch

Everyone itches for more. More love to receive, more happiness to achieve, & more crap they certainly don't need. Everyone, including me. Seems like the material things in life fills that hole of depression, and I'm deeply jealous of the ones that don't have this hole, the kids who seem oh-so -happy. What makes them so happy ? They probably deserve to be. Isn't your family supposed to fill this hole? or your friends? or is it the one's who have the label of "best" friends? I've learned best friends isn't a label, it's a promise. Promise my ass! I've gone through too many broken friendships to see you cannot trust anyone. You're left with a torn heart, waiting for time to repair everything. ehh, just keep scratching until that one day, it's left a mark.